I Like It When..

• you put your hands on my head when we are walking under the sun or in the rain
• you feed me popcorns when we watch movie

• you whisper iloveyou to me
• you kiss my cheeks before i go home

• you play with my bulu tangan. eh? hahaha
• you're there for me when even the walls could not be my listener

• you hold my hand
• you feed me food like a baby

• you send random pictures of what you wrote in the paper
• you always never fail to send me goodnight and goodmorning texts
• you say you would marry me even if i know how to cook ikan bilis goreng only :D

• you made a video of my pictures
• our conversation never ends
• you still do love me :)

it's funny how we are no longer together officially, but the love is getting stronger each day. you've brought colors to my life, i love you :)



A Night To Remember

   so Shuhada Voon; my best partner in crime and I decided to have dinner at Strawberry Moments at De Garden. the food was not bad.  we had Strawberry Mini Steamboat, Chicken Spaghetti, Chicken Pasta, French Fries, Wedges, Ice Creams, Strawberry White Coffee, Strawberry Frosty, Strawberry this, Strawberry that. Hell yeah we were goddamn bloated!

Ze Meals

Chicken Pasta

and ze ex-boyfriend wanted to meet me after dinner so i packed a Strawberry Mini Steamboat for him. he said he wanted to give me something, few hours back. was really happy to see him just now. look, we only live a few minutes away from each other but we seem to live hundred miles away from each other. le sigh

i was so flabbergasted! i've been wanting a panda beenie hat for ages, and guess what? he bought it for me! and the happy feelings and whatnot have doubled, yeay!and then we went to Old Town Kopitiam. had some catching up session, god knows how much i missed him. and then he sent me back home. i told him i was having a major headache for couple of days already, he stopped by at 7eleven to buy panadols for me. so sweet of him eh? oh well, my boy (˘⌣˘)ε˘`)  and yeah i could still remember how he kissed my cheeks kazillion times and my forehead before he dropped me off, he said he missed me so much, so that's why. haha

fact is, we're still doing steady even after breaking up in April last year. i've been single for 10 months and 2 days now. it's a LONG story, many things have happened and i dont have the mood to elaborate on this cause i probably could make a novel on our love story by the time i finish typing about it. yes, that dramatic. see, we are having a very complex, undefined, loving, exboyfriend-exgirlfriend relationship, you wont understand. so yeah, that's about it for now, im fatigued and i need my beauty sleep. toodles!



 notice my short hair? ;)

suppfresh!

well hello hello readers! pardon me for being lackadaisical about posting stuff here. it's been WAY too long since i last posted in Blogger. it's not that i've lost my passion in blogging, but im incapable of blogging that often anymore, for some unavoidable reasons. im gonna shorten this post, so here's some of my updates for now :-

• my weekdays are packed with tuition classes, yes. Mondays to Fridays
• i'll be joining Cheerleading again this year!
• im still single, heh
• i've cut my hair short
• i took out my tongue piercing
• i'll be sitting for my SPM examination this year

that's all for now i guess. oh more updates on www.twitter.com/zighduhhh  i find it more convenient to tweet up through my Blackberry instead of blogging, so yeah. that's why :)

ANOTHER 10 FACTS ABOUT ZAIDA ZAINAL

1. i love to eat sour mangoes and strawberries with salt. yes, salt
2. thinks that boys with black-framed specs are hot. but not all of them
3. hates peanuts
4. fear of cockraches and insects with many legs
5. i fancy tall, fair boys
6. im not a snob, yet im not a people-person.
7. i hardly be-bestbestfriends with alot of people, i only have 1 for some reasons
8. i dont approach people first. but i'll just throw a smile if i know you
9. i laugh alot
10. i dont fancy K-POP music, boybands, girlbands, whatever. but most of my bestfriends do

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST

-water bottle, my current one dah calar-calar :(
-an iphone4, or a blackberry, or perhaps atleast a new phone
-get my hair curl-permed again!
-new watch?
-new GUESS purse. oh yes pleaseee i've been using the current one for almost 4 years now
-get treated with Tutti Frutti with anyone
-getting hugs as many as possible on my birthday
-someone, belanja me makan :D
-a boyfriend. LOL kidding
-go to MTV World Stage 2011 tapi macam boring
-anything that has to do with panda FACT: i like panda
-be with my beloved ones on my birthday. especially DAD


**if i get any of these pun dah kira cukup bagus dah. hehe this post is very random dont you think? ohh btw my birthday is on July 22nd, yes 2 weeks and 2 more days to go! :DDD

PANDU CERMAT JIWA SELAMAT

happy sunday everyone!


today imma share you readers satu accident ni. the story goes like this, i was on my way back home dengan mama lepas skola. kitorang dalam kereta masa tu, then mama bawak kereta agak perlahan lah god knows why. then ada sorang minah ni try nak cross jalan, she was in the middle of the road. kebetulan, ada satu kereta nak cross over our lane, kereta tu from lorong sebelah Hotel Syuen, kebetulan mama memang da slow down.

I have the feeling that the car i mentioned may hit that woman, but i couldn't speak up to mom. macam tk lepas nak cakap. dan2 when i said so in my heart, that woman kena langgar lah. it happened right in front of our eyes, right in front of our car. then i terus jerit kat mama to stop the car. bila that woman terus jatuh, nampak muka dia. memang mengucap panjang lah, she's my cousin sister. terus mama berhenti at the side of the road and went to check on her. luckily that car stopped immeadiately, kalau dia keep on driving, and my mom was speeding that moment, probabbly my cousin sister kena lenyek, nauzzubillah.

agak kecoh la that time sebab the accident happened tengah2 jalan. jalan pun da jammed tak pasal2. nak dipendekkan cerita, my mom told me yang langgar tu was an old chinese man. dia selamba je makan roti masa my mom cakap dengan dia, and he was busy mumbling pasal kereta dia yang rosak. hello uncle, you've just hit a lady tahuu!!!!

Ya Allah tuhan saje la yang tahu geramnya macam mana. nasib my mom boleh sabar lagi since dia pun da tua, kalau tak da lama kena maki, like seriously. dengan lesen kereta pun da mati, then nak bagi rm200 je mana cukup oi, kepala my cousin sister pun nak kena x-ray lagi, if ada bleed kat dalam haa macam mana?

luckily there's no major injuries lah alhamdulillah.


my words of advice is, to all drivers out there, if possible dont be a careless driver please. macam uncle tu, dia tga makan roti, tapi tga bawak kereta, macam mana nak focus. nanti nyawa orang lain yang melayang. and don't do texting while you're driving. or any other stuff when you're driving.



PANDU CERMAT JIWA SELAMAT OKAY SENYUMMMM x)

we laughed, we cried, we shared memories :)

dad called me.. on the phone "adik dah bangun belum?" me.. "haa dah2". i got up around 7.15 a.m. grabbed my towel and mandi apa semua lah. i wanted to get my baju kurung all ready the day before that day, but i was lazy much.


so pagi tu terkejar-kejar lah iron baju. OKAY, WHERE'S THE KAIN? WHERE'S THE KAIN MAN????!!! tau tak, i took all of my clothes from my wardrobe, tried searching the kain of my baju kurung. tapi tak jumpa :(

tak jumpa satu hal, tengok jam it's already 8 something. so i called Shu, "weh ko dah sampai ke?" shu.."dah, ko katne?" me.."aku tk pergi kot, tak jumpa kain :("

it's my favourite baju kurung tau, sedih gila. and yes, i cried. LOL mana taknya, tension dah selongkar habis almari tu, my mom pun dah bising. she said pakai jela mama punya kain songket, atleast the colour matches with the baju. so okay lah, last2 pergi jugak.

wore my hijab in the car kelam kabut gila. actually haritu ada ceramah agama, and it has something to do dengan sahsiah diri ke motivasi diri yeah, uztazah said it's a MUST-GO event, compulsory for all muslims students so yeah apa salahnya pergi right dari terbongkang tidur. haha



yang tak bestnya, lepas habis Slot 1, breakfast dekat skola, i've to go to tuition. so pergi lah, ardina, adilah, and me. then balik skola balik. we recorded a video masa journey nak ke skola balik. tahpape je >.<

the second slot of the talk, masa petang tu, memang tacing habis ah kan wa cakap sama lu! menangis2 satu hall tu. uztaz tu cakap pasal hari kiamat lah, orang yang derhaka dengan ibu bapa la, tunjuk video orang bersalin cara operation la (scary okay) then baca2 doa. then sikit2 dengar orang sedut hingus kiri kanan.

it is truly an unforgetable experience lah kan how the uztaz buat orang nangis, maybe sebab diorang sedar mana silap diorang. lepas pada tu, ada la jugak bercamwhore sesikit hihi **EXCLUSIVE** Zaida Zainal and friends in hijab. cewahhh haha.



of course siapa yang taknak berubah jadi someone better kan? semua orang buat silap. but there's always a room for improvement. i wore hijab that day sebab nak respect that religous event, bukan sebab hipocrite or have to wear, or even sebab trend. Insyaallah i'll start to wear hijab anytime soon. but first i need to change the old me. if nak change drastically memang la takkan tahan lama. kena la slow2. i mean, perangai i ni takde la jahat mana. hehe tp we human selalu buat silap kan, god knows when dia nak ambil nyawa kita, so kita kena ready. be a better Muslim, jangan Muslim pada nama saja. cewahh (future uztazah ke zaida ni -______-)

ni kes rasa inspired by uztaz tu la kot. haha so apa tunggu lagi? Start today! Mana tau esok dah kiokk kan? haa renung-renungkan, dan selamat beramal! :D

IT'S CICAK, MAN!

Assalamualaikum and hello readers!

C I C A K

today's post memang ada kena mengena with this reptile here.
so technically this incident happened somewhere around last week, on Monday if im not mistaken. I always hate Mondays, you see. Mesti ada je yang tak kena.
I was chit chatting with my mates, Sya and Dina. I sit infront of Sya in class, so when there's no teacher or im free during that time, i'll turn around and we'll start gossiping. LOL
Kebetulan pulak, Shu was absent so memang bored gila lah kan wa cakap sama lu. Sekolah dah bukak tapi dia salah tengok calendar. haha takde lah, dia memang suka buat public holiday sendiri. haa kan sekarang bila cikgu mintak surat tak datang skola kan da takde idea nak kata apa. (sya dengan dina pun sama) heheh peace ^_^
kkkkkkkk, back to the story. Sya was doing her Maths, then we all sembang2 lah. yang Sya ni pulak check2 answer kat belakang text book nak tengok betul ke tak. first, she opened the answers page, lepas tu terselak the laaaaast page.
tau tau......
ada cicak tercongok melekat dekat situ. AND IT WAS EXACTLY INFRONT OF ME. apa lagi, i screamed like hell ah kan, gila tak terkejut? depan bijik mata kot. t$ak pasal2 the whole class pun gelabah jerit sekali. HAHAHA
mesti diorang kata "zaida ni bikin suspend je, benda cicak je pun". eh hello, tu cicak okay. ce try bila korang tengah syok2 baca buku tau2 the next page ada cicak melekat. haa mau tak trauma? haha so yang si Sya ni buat sardin je pegi buang cicak tu dalam tong sampah guna ruler if im not mistaken. Wallahualam lah cicak tu hidup lagi ke tak, sebab i was already beribu batu jauh dari tempat kejadian tu.
hahaha macam mana cicak tu boleh ada kat situ pun kitorang taktau lah, sebab before tu takde pun. haih seriau tau!

the moral of the story is, lain kali rajin-rajinkan lah menge'check' buku2 anda ye. dan juga, when school holidays tu, dont leave your school bag unzipped. nanti tau2 bila bukak skola, bukannya penuh dengan buku, tapi penuh dengan penghuni2 lain pulak. hehe
oh btw, i've bought myself a new wrapper for my desk. baby chicks punya pattern..comel sangat! but funny thing is, it's a birthday present wrapper. but i still want it and the best part is, zaida zainal <3 tuah bibir punya tulisan on the desk, still ada. and i will never ever ever remove it. never!

SENYUM, dan jauhi diri anda dari reptilia-reptilia :D

10 Facts About Zaida Zainal

1. I have a fang so i hate to smile showing my teeth
2. Im the only child in my family
3. I got my hair died for just once when i was eight and that was my first time
4. My original hair and eye color is dark brown
5. I dont have any ambitions..yet.
6. I dont like to eat fish, except for tuna, salmon, White Pomfret (yes, i am choosy)
7. I love red, turqoise, blue, and purple color.
8. I love dancing, i used to dance for Taman Budaya back in primary school and used to dance ballet
9. I hear to English songs frequently than Malay's, Malay songs nowadays sound crappy, i dont like.
10. Im very sensitive, i dont know how to scold people cause tears will roll easily down my cheeks when i do so.

you're the boy who murdered love

somehow i feel that this is too unbearable for me. i may be a tough cookie out there, but i am weak inside, really. i may look like i dont give a damn, but i do. i tried so hard finding for my mistakes, i tried so hard trynna fix everything back to normal. but you didnt. it was me all the time. you have no idea how badly i wish i could turn back time just not to watch all this shit happening. what's wrong with you?

it's really good to be true though truth hurts, really. but atleast it isn't that pain than lying to me. how i wish you could love me like before and never changed, how i wish you never ask me to leave you. i've checked your old messages you gave to me, it seems like it's just some promises that you never hold to. you said you'll never leave me until you die, you said you love me so much, you said the first time you saw me, you fell in love already, you said you want to be my superman, you said that even if you die, you'll still be loving me, you said you wont let me go, you promised that you love me, and i am yours until your last breath, you said you can't live without me, you said you love me more than anything. hmm

i swear i really miss how we used to be, i miss your 'iloveyou' whispers in my ears, i miss your hugs, i miss holding your hands, i really miss everything about you.

yes, i sound like a fool. it hurts so much when you said you never trusted me all these whiles, you said i look like i never cared about you. but you dont know it hurts more when you make me fall in love with you for the first time, you gave hope to me, you gave love to me, you meant the world to me, you make me happy like never before, but now you said i should just leave you, let you go. yes it hurts, really. i thought that you may be wanting everything like how it used to be,

but i was wrong. you never want anything to be fixed. you said you're not good enough for me, you said you tried hard to be my man. but actually you didnt. you're just making everything even worst.

i dont know what's wrong with you. and what's happening between us. i want you to know that it's really hard to let you go, i really want things to go back normal. i missed you and everything so much.

i love you :(

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okayyyy, so that's all for you. I've been reallyreallyreallyreally busy lately. life's a bitch, as you can see. and im too weak to handle. and great, now i am sick. oh i hate it when i fall sick. everything seems not good to me and i feel like yelling at everyone.

i feel really dizzy now. and ohh haha i've started my diet. so yes, im on a diet now. i eat only vegetables now at school. luckily my two bestfriends are willing to accompany me with eating vegies too! it's been three days now since i started, no more yummy food, no more rice. hope that im not giving up any time soon. haha wondering why am i dieting? i am fat, really T^T

that will be all. i've nothing much to talk about, though i've been busy juggling with many stuffs lately. im off to take my medicines now, and go to bed. Ciao people!