we laughed, we cried, we shared memories :)

dad called me.. on the phone "adik dah bangun belum?" me.. "haa dah2". i got up around 7.15 a.m. grabbed my towel and mandi apa semua lah. i wanted to get my baju kurung all ready the day before that day, but i was lazy much.


so pagi tu terkejar-kejar lah iron baju. OKAY, WHERE'S THE KAIN? WHERE'S THE KAIN MAN????!!! tau tak, i took all of my clothes from my wardrobe, tried searching the kain of my baju kurung. tapi tak jumpa :(

tak jumpa satu hal, tengok jam it's already 8 something. so i called Shu, "weh ko dah sampai ke?" shu.."dah, ko katne?" me.."aku tk pergi kot, tak jumpa kain :("

it's my favourite baju kurung tau, sedih gila. and yes, i cried. LOL mana taknya, tension dah selongkar habis almari tu, my mom pun dah bising. she said pakai jela mama punya kain songket, atleast the colour matches with the baju. so okay lah, last2 pergi jugak.

wore my hijab in the car kelam kabut gila. actually haritu ada ceramah agama, and it has something to do dengan sahsiah diri ke motivasi diri yeah, uztazah said it's a MUST-GO event, compulsory for all muslims students so yeah apa salahnya pergi right dari terbongkang tidur. haha



yang tak bestnya, lepas habis Slot 1, breakfast dekat skola, i've to go to tuition. so pergi lah, ardina, adilah, and me. then balik skola balik. we recorded a video masa journey nak ke skola balik. tahpape je >.<

the second slot of the talk, masa petang tu, memang tacing habis ah kan wa cakap sama lu! menangis2 satu hall tu. uztaz tu cakap pasal hari kiamat lah, orang yang derhaka dengan ibu bapa la, tunjuk video orang bersalin cara operation la (scary okay) then baca2 doa. then sikit2 dengar orang sedut hingus kiri kanan.

it is truly an unforgetable experience lah kan how the uztaz buat orang nangis, maybe sebab diorang sedar mana silap diorang. lepas pada tu, ada la jugak bercamwhore sesikit hihi **EXCLUSIVE** Zaida Zainal and friends in hijab. cewahhh haha.



of course siapa yang taknak berubah jadi someone better kan? semua orang buat silap. but there's always a room for improvement. i wore hijab that day sebab nak respect that religous event, bukan sebab hipocrite or have to wear, or even sebab trend. Insyaallah i'll start to wear hijab anytime soon. but first i need to change the old me. if nak change drastically memang la takkan tahan lama. kena la slow2. i mean, perangai i ni takde la jahat mana. hehe tp we human selalu buat silap kan, god knows when dia nak ambil nyawa kita, so kita kena ready. be a better Muslim, jangan Muslim pada nama saja. cewahh (future uztazah ke zaida ni -______-)

ni kes rasa inspired by uztaz tu la kot. haha so apa tunggu lagi? Start today! Mana tau esok dah kiokk kan? haa renung-renungkan, dan selamat beramal! :D