memoirs of a misfit

Dear readers, (when i said readers, i mean readers. NOT stalkers) but whatever aite. anyway,
pardon me for the shitty stuff i've been posting lately. Now when i said so, it means pardon me for making my readers' time wasted reading those shits. Im not sorry for what i've posted. Guess what, some weirdos wont just stop bugging me, so i tried to entertain them the best i could. To my die hard fans, my advice to you guys is, stop stalking. Stalker is a lousy job, i recommend you to get a better one :]


I've been busy with my school stuff nd examination over, nd over again. School is a suckfest, i know. So as i told you before, i wont be able to update anything oftenly anymore due to my hectic life nd also creepy people accusing me of making stories or what do they call?hmm.. fairytales!ahah i even get complimented by them, saying i have an imaginative brain, nd loveeeees fantasy. let me get this thing straight aite, i live in a real world, my thoughts are not sporadic, i dont create stories. If i do, i would already have won loads of story writing competitions nd taking pictures with the prizes, nd post it on my blog! That would be more worthier.


But frankly, yeah. some might know which it true, nd which is not, what i've been through to make some people happy, nd made them think im at fault nd they are at right. God, friends, nd ___ know the truth. That would be enough already. One day they'll realise how fool i am for keeping myself in silence, nd let the truth remain unknown. I told you im much more stronger, but somehow dumb in this case. (as told by my bestmates) I, myself dont even know why am i helping ___ just to please ___. Am i a fool for helping? or a dumbass? or just confused? I dont know. So never judge me, if you dont know what's underneath this whole hurm what do they call it again?ahh! fairytale, just shut up nd dont bug others life. There's always a reason for what we did. It's either with a good or a bad intention. Sometimes, we dont even know what are the reasons. Nd for me, i have not found the reasons yet. I'll soon find out, fingers crossed.

2009

"I speak out my mind, and I dont let anyone censor me"

-Zaida

ayyy my free-hand writing isnt that bad huh? *proud of myself

middlefinger

awwwwwh, look who's talkin. dia yang pathetic dia taktau,hehe.

bangbanggirlyouredead

Like seriously, I aint gonna say a thing like he asked me to. Imma just sit back, relax nd enjoy this whole crapp with a big smile on ma face. But when the limits have abruptly come to an end, hmm.. we'll find it out sooner, or maybe later.

So yo sistahhhh, yu gatta prablam with that? (kelipkelip mata) :]

Sajian Kebahagiaan - Maggi

I smile watching the time pass by. 'cause you know why?


It's been 2 years nd 1 month already,
if you've noticed ya anak-anak?

(kelip-kelip mata)

YO SISTAHHHHH

                                                   look at this lil' boy.

DOES HE LOOK LIKE HE CARES? 

DOES HE LOOK LIKE HE GIVES A DAMN?

 NO

NEITHER DO I.

Z plus _____ (fill in the blank)

We question what we are
This has been the best so far
And I miss you
When we are apart

We are proud enough to not to know
That we aren’t strong enough to let it go
And this feeling shall last
We could be a thousand years apart
And you’ll always have my heart

 
You see
It’s a small world darling
And we are still young
We might be so far away
We might just meet again someday


(taken out from Yuna-Backpacking Around Europe lyrics, the lyrics are quite interesting somehow)

remain unknown

see this face? she barely smiles in pictures nowadays but yeah, she's smiling.
The sun seems to shine brighter now. No more windy cloudy dull days. (walaupun tadi baru je lepas hujan)
Ehem nd also, the trial's over. So i get to taste a lil bit of freedom before the PMR comes. Cant wait to watch Avatar The Last Airbender tomorrow with Shu, nd Farah the mangkuk head nd also hangin out with WWWWWWWWW.auwwmm hehe

tatap gambar ini sepuasnya kawan2, nanti awak rindu saya ^^
p/s: i just noticed i've got tonnes of stalkers here who read my blog for some certain agendas. So i guess i wont be updating loads of stufff anymore here, i have other blog for my peeps. So dear stalkers/die-hard fans, go figure if you can :D

z equals to s plus w minus a

Last saturday,just got back from tuition.in _____'s car. nd i've got my new contacts, yeay! just tryna experiment em.blue looks good on me dont you think? This picture is inspired by a girl named Ally.she rocks nd I love her! Im quite motivated on some stuff after reading her blog nd I've learned much from her posts. but anyway i hate this picture. I feel much happier lately. Well i dont know maybe it is because of people around me or anything. I love my boyfriends ^-^ they colour my "used-to-be black nd white days" .
Im much more stronger now, not easy to be captivated, nd I only believe in myself,not you.



"Inhale future, Exhale the past."

                                                                         - Zaida