pardon me for the shitty stuff i've been posting lately. Now when i said so, it means pardon me for making my readers' time wasted reading those shits. Im not sorry for what i've posted. Guess what, some weirdos wont just stop bugging me, so i tried to entertain them the best i could. To my die hard fans, my advice to you guys is, stop stalking. Stalker is a lousy job, i recommend you to get a better one :]
I've been busy with my school stuff nd examination over, nd over again. School is a suckfest, i know. So as i told you before, i wont be able to update anything oftenly anymore due to my hectic life nd also creepy people accusing me of making stories or what do they call?hmm.. fairytales!ahah i even get complimented by them, saying i have an imaginative brain, nd loveeeees fantasy. let me get this thing straight aite, i live in a real world, my thoughts are not sporadic, i dont create stories. If i do, i would already have won loads of story writing competitions nd taking pictures with the prizes, nd post it on my blog! That would be more worthier.
But frankly, yeah. some might know which it true, nd which is not, what i've been through to make some people happy, nd made them think im at fault nd they are at right. God, friends, nd ___ know the truth. That would be enough already. One day they'll realise how fool i am for keeping myself in silence, nd let the truth remain unknown. I told you im much more stronger, but somehow dumb in this case. (as told by my bestmates) I, myself dont even know why am i helping ___ just to please ___. Am i a fool for helping? or a dumbass? or just confused? I dont know. So never judge me, if you dont know what's underneath this whole hurm what do they call it again?ahh! fairytale, just shut up nd dont bug others life. There's always a reason for what we did. It's either with a good or a bad intention. Sometimes, we dont even know what are the reasons. Nd for me, i have not found the reasons yet. I'll soon find out, fingers crossed.
2009
"I speak out my mind, and I dont let anyone censor me"
-Zaida
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