sho shad :(

ze ex boyfriend told me that his Blackberry got ruined so he bought a new one. and i just remembered that we have this one group contact in BlackBerry Messenger for both of us, he created. whenever i get mad at him, i'll straight away remove him from my BBM contacts, Facebook, Twitter, also.. i will leave this group on BBM (hah so typical Zaida. hehe) 

and one day when he's all alone in that group, he decided to make it as a diary. aww :) so he'll type everything of what he feels. sad, or happy. and sometimes we'll post up our pictures there, send random messages and stuff...HOWEVER!

i remembered that i didn't join back with that group ever since we got back together recently! and he changed his pin and his phone! that means that bloody group is in his old phone! which he left at the phone shop! that means all of our memories..GONE LORHHHHHH! aiyakkk :(

yeah i really feel bad about this, he should feel the same either. le sigh but whatodo, gone means gone. life has to move on. LOL hah nevermind, i've munched few screens before, let's just leave the memories behind and we'll create a new one alright, love? A better one :D

oh yeah one more, http://www.tuahbibir.blogspot.com/ is his blogspot. he updated a few times only, then he stopped. he said let it stay like how it is. he doesnt want to add anything or remove anything. he want it to be another part of our memories. HONESTLY speaking, i always melt everytime i go and visit his blog. i dont know but, we always quarrel and fight but i always end up loving you more each day. call me stupid but i know my Muhammad Alif Ikhwan is not an ordinary lover, he is something :)