me: mama mana ni?lambat lagi ke?
mama: nor tunggu lg 15 minutes eh,mama nak cari passport ayah
me: huh?why?
mama: i'll call you back,kk.
after i got in the car, my aunty was in there too.dad wore something as if like he's going to somewhere, two luggage were also in the car.
me: obek kenapa ni?nak pergi mana ni? *she was crying
aunty nd mama: nor, tok dah meninggal.
me: what?when?hmm innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun
aunty: baru je lagi
ayah: ayah nd obek kena balik singapore now, nor dengan mama stay sini.lagipun nor ada sekolah,exam is coming really soon kan?
me: *speechless.this is damn shocking man!
honestly speaking, how i wish my family nd i could come down to singapore for raya this year,it's been years since we celebrate raya with families there, especially grandpa :(
i was told that he passed away while he was asleep, he wasnt sick.cuma biasalah, umur dah lanjut kan so tk larat jalan sangat dah.
anyway, life goes on. but it's sad for not visitting him for many years. he's the only grandparent that i have now.i wished to attend his funeral today, dapat lah jugak mengubat rindu, but yeahh keadaan tak mengizinkan. i really missed him so much. My prayers will always be with you, grandpa L.Mat ♥
AL - FATIHAH
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