i miss you,yeah you!
sorry for not picking up your calls.sorry for not replying your messages.it's not that i hate you,or something bad happened to me,or i've moved on already.NO!it's really hard to forget you, nd even to let you go.my tears run down easily these days whenever i receive your calls or messages.day by day i struggle to be strong nd get myself busy with stufff nd all, nd yet i realised the screaming pain.it's so hard to lie to yourself when you cant forget the people you love the most,letting him go,seeing him happy with someone else.it's sad to see the time passes by nd you're still doing nothing,it's a shame to see yourself crying alone for your own past mistakes.like i said,i wanted nothing much.i just want you back.it's really painful when sometimes i came across our 2 years of good old memories together.i was always being forgiving nd i always give chances when you screwed up.why is it so hard to do so?why are you so concern about me when you said you didnt love me anymore?why are you treating me so nice nd why are you giving me fake hopes?
im not strong enough to let it out to you.i dont have guts anymore.my hands are shivering as i am typing this post.i dont know what am i feeling right now.i apologize in advance to some certain people for posting this.i know im nobody anymore nd i dont have the right so say this.but i just want YOU to know what i really feel all these whiles.it was just okay for me at the beginning.but now,what that i can see is im not as strong as i used to be.im sorry but Raja Zairul Aiman bin Raja Zainal,a million years from now,you know i'll be loving you still :(
est. 18 July 2008,i never stopped loving you.i swear
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